Creation

Curious about how we were created?

Yes our parents came together and created a little tiny dot that grew in the space of nine months and out we popped as this little bundle of joy but really how did the universe, the world, humans and animals get created and has this curiosity made you want to delve deeper into it.

Little did I know this was the path I was embarking on, that being unconsciously that is, I had no idea that the path that I was following was leading me to peace and freedom and I did it all with my mindset.

I had been on a long road of putting up with things in my long relationship with three girls and I started thinking things unconsciously with not really knowing what I was saying or doing and one day it happened, my partner said those lovely words that lifted ten thousands houses off my shoulder's that he was leaving me and I have been ever so grateful for this.

This was a creation that I unknowingly created that I now know but at the time I was going through all the motions of getting through each day and getting support from family so I could carry on working the job I love and I was so grateful and still am. 

Then at some point my brother separated from his wife and got a girlfriend from tinder in a week, so I said if he can do it so can I. This was the foundation for another creation and I embarked on tinder and learnt a lot about the dating world and this led to me realising my self worth and I unknowingly began going inwards of my inner world to change my mindset.

Then the world paused with Covid and I stopped looking for a soul mate and concentrated on getting my girls to school so I could work.                    I was alone, just me and my girls in the house and if I wanted to see my Mum and sister I had to stand outside their house as they were vulnerable and even worse I work in a care home that had Covid in it.                                                                                                                                                                 Then my beautiful sister left this world which was very sad but I was thankful that she was no longer suffering.

Around the same time I got a promotion within work and a few months after I met someone who changed and is still changing everything I have created on my journey to discovery.

I discovered the Law of Attraction and I unconsciously manifested what I wanted by changing my mindset through my inner world.                              I researched "the law of attraction" and began my journey and along the way I would get little snippets of blissful realisations which confirmed I was on the right path. 

Then I unconsciously manifested something that resulted in my now partner leaving me and although the whole experience was shocking and I was devastated, It led me to a blissful experience which some call an awakening or a temporary dissolution of the ego whereby I was being given nuggets of information which I have interpreted as how we were created by the universe. This is my individual interpretation and there is a bigger picture at play.

It begins with awareness and when you become more aware of your thoughts, emotions and feelings, your true authentic self begins to surface and you start being guided with communication from your higher self or the universe which you interpret through how you perceive what you see, what you think, what you feel and what you hear, because it is your individual perception of your experience.

My individual perception is that pure awareness or pure consciousness is nothingness and it wanted to see, hear, feel, taste and touch and so it created the universe, the world and all living things and an essence of pure awareness or a soul takes up a shell that we call a human body which has a temporary built in structure called the ego to filter out the true self and so we are born and we are born into a location, a religion, a wealthy family and we are conditioned which puts more and more layers or masks on top of the ego to prevent us from knowing who we really are until we embark on that path, and pure awareness can have a human experience to know itself.