Creation

Curious about how we were created?

Yes, our parents came together and created a little tiny dot that grew in the space of nine months, and out we popped as this little bundle of joy, but really, how did the universe, the world, humans and animals get created? Has this curiosity made you want to delve deeper into it?

Little did I know this was the path I was embarking on, that being unconsciously, I had no idea that the path that I was following was leading me to peace and freedom and I did it all with my mindset.

I had been on a long road of putting up with things, and I started thinking without really knowing what I was saying or doing. One day, it happened: my partner said he was leaving my three girls and me, and I have been ever so grateful for this opportunity.

This was a creation I unknowingly made, and now I know it, but at the time, I was going through all the emotions of getting through each day and getting support from my friends and family so I could keep working the job I love, and I was so grateful, and still am.

An important factor in creating your life is ensuring you have positive support from family and friends. I have one extremely great friend who has influenced me, supported me, cried with me, laughed with me, accepted who I am and gone on an amazing journey with me and as I am writing these words with tears filling my eyes, someone I am grateful for ever coming across and knowing. The best thing in life is when someone inspires you to create.

Even my brother influenced me, and that is saying something as we have never really got along, however, I was told that my brother was separating from his wife and got a girlfriend via a dating App within a week, so I said to myself, "if he can do it, so can I". This was the foundation for another creation, and I embarked on the dating App and learnt a lot about the dating world, which led me to realise my self-worth, and I unknowingly began going inwards into my inner world to change my mindset.

Then the world paused with COVID, and I concentrated on getting my girls to school so I could work, and I stopped searching for a soul mate. I was alone, just me and my girls in the house and if I wanted to see my Mum and sister, I had to stand outside their house as they were vulnerable and had to isolate.                                                                                                                    Then my beautiful sister left this world, which was very sad, but I was thankful that she was no longer suffering.

Around the same time, I got a promotion at work and a few months after, I met someone who changed and is still changing everything I have created on my journey to self-discovery.

I discovered the Law of Attraction and unconsciously manifested what I wanted by changing my mindset through my inner world.                             

I researched "the law of attraction" and began my journey, and along the way, I would get little snippets of blissful realisations which confirmed I was on the right path. 

Then I unconsciously manifested something that resulted in my now partner leaving me, and although the whole experience was shocking and I was devastated, it led me to a blissful experience which some call an awakening or a temporary dissolution of the ego, whereby I was being given nuggets of information which I have interpreted as how we were created by the universe. This is my individual interpretation, and there is a bigger picture at play.

It begins with awareness, and when you become more aware of your thoughts, emotions and feelings, your true authentic self begins to surface, and you start being guided with communication from your higher self or the universe, which you interpret through how you perceive what you see, what you think, what you feel and what you hear, because it is your individual perception of your experience.

My individual perception is that pure awareness or pure consciousness is an essence within us like a soul and it wants to see, hear, feel, taste and touch and so it created the universe, the world and all living things and an essence of pure awareness or a soul takes up a shell that we call a human body which has a temporary built in structure called the ego to filter out the true self and so we are born and we are born into a location, a religion, a wealthy family and we are conditioned which puts more and more layers or masks on top of the ego to prevent us from knowing who we really are, until we embark on that path, and pure awareness can have a human experience to know itself.